I'm still not sure I quite understand why you don't provide this care and physical activities for yourself.
There are certain things that just can't be done for us...
Opting out of life because its uncomfortable to do things alone, doesn't quite justify wasting away in bed for two months.
There's nothing physically stopping you except you.
Waiting for someone to come live your life for you will get you nowhere, unless Rose is wrong and you actually manage to get someone to adopt you.
If you manage to swing that then please teach me, I would also like to be taken care of.