Also, something to explore with my T: Why I get weepy when someone says/does something nice/caring for me... Happens with some of the stuff MC and T have said/written to me, which I suspect is tied into paternal/maternal transference, so partly childhood stuff. Though it's not just that, because I think of the time a few years ago when a friend surprised me with a birthday gift in the mail and I just burst out in tears. I feel like normal people are like, "Aw, what a nice surprise!" but without the crying usually. Maybe it's that I'm not used to it? And/or that I feel unworthy?