Thanks to all your replies and thoughts.
I called her back on Monday - Tuesday and then today ..
on Monday I offered to go on with the show - so to speak -
and told her my availability this week for a rehearsal ..
Just so they are not without a program for the service..
No returned call.
Tuesday - I called again and left a message for her to call me . No returned call
Today - she was there - but couldnt talk to me because she was on the phone.. asked me to call back later..
So ... Later .. I will call her back ..
Going to offer once again to complete the program..
Thats all I can do.
After the program - i will step down from the position and go on with my life.
I dearly love the kids there .. but with my BP - just cant handle the triggers