I'm sorry to hear that rainbow, it does suck when these types of sessions happen. Try to remember as best as you can that it is all just part of the process/journey.... shall I sarcastically call it "fun"... we are all on?

I am curious as to what is behind the drive to be able to cry in front of T or others? Why did you choose this to be a goal? What do you see your life to be like if you reach this goal? I ask because it seems like you put a lot of pressure on yourself to reach this milestone, so I'm wondering how you perceive it changing you or your life - and how do you see it making your life better?