Thanks all for your comments.

I know that my parents aren't going to help me out much longer financially but since for the last nine years or so they have helped me out in one way or another through all the job failures, maybe I have really believed it yet? Like maybe their enabling me (I don't blame them) has held me back in my quest to tolerate long-term employment.

I am close to my parents, especially my mother but whenever I need money or I've "failed" (I hate using that word) at another job, my parents get upset, sad, frustrated with me and often times just would rather I give up working. My viewpoint though is that no matter how many times I'm fall, I'm going to keep getting up to try again. There's no option that I like. I have dreams and things I want to accomplish.

Anyway, thanks again for all your comments!

Z