((((((((((elsqueelio))))))))))))
thank you twing for all of your support
i really needed to hear such kind words

(((((((((((Perna))))))))))
Thank you. I am so glad to know i am not alone, I am a loner but being this alone can make one loose their mind....I love the bonfire idea....we just handed it to him. I was going to leave it on his doorstep ring the bell and leave but my coworkers sister said the family might throw it out and not tell him....so she gave it to him....they wouldnt have opened the door for me. I will try to calm down alittle more with everything...i think last night i just snapped....snapped because the man i moved for and dedicated my life to just threw me away and wont even talk to me....i thought we at least deserved to leave each other nice and to still be friends.....i mean we have been through so much....being friends seemed only natural to me.....i guess his mother doesnt even like that idea....so he cant.....
He even left me high and dry to taking me to the airport....i had to ask my coworker to take me...thank god she has off that day....he cant even take me to the airport.....he is with his mom 24/7 to nurse her back to health and to take care of her and to make sure she has no more shortness of breathe.....just like that i am forgotten