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Originally Posted by wildflowerchild25
I was exactly the same way at 19. Never thought I'd live to 25, much less thirty, which I am now. But it DOES end. For me it took a few rounds of ECT but I've been stable and mostly happy for a year and a half. obviously life still has its ups and downs, as it does for everyone, but I am happy. It will happen for you.
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Wildflower see I'm stable but miserable I lost all my confidence, I don't know who I am anymore I've lost touch with God and feel myself angry with him sometimes even though I know he didn't do anything to me. I'm just flat out depressed and I can feel it eating at me. I feel paralyzed by my situation and I can't envision anything positive. Is it just me or is it apart of the BP?!?!? I hope it's just me cause if it's just me then I know I have a chance for change but if it's the BP then idk how to beat this thing 😩