I'm the same...I am constantly looking at the boards lately but finding some of the stories (especially about T's) quite disheartening to read about. It's good to find other people in similar situations and yes it is great to have a safe place to ask questions I couldn't/wouldn't ask others but sometimes I wonder how much it is helping me. Although in saying that it does help reinforce my trust in my T and makes me appreciate having found a good one more than ever.