Hey Dr S, I'm thinking tomorrow will be break the rules day. I don't know if I can. I don't know how I will feel about myself if I do. I think it would be a good thing to do. I'm kind of excited at the possibility of feeling connected to you if I do. I hope I have the courage to try. - me

*PC, FYI - these are the rules I created to keep myself safe after T's vacation pain*