I'll tell you this much. One day she pushed me to the edge. She's known for starting late with me and then me not getting adequate time in order for the next client to start on time. So this one day she's in her room for 20 min at her computer typing away .i almost left. Instead of waiting then in the waiting area I went right outside the waiting room door. She opens it up and tells me if I'm going to decide to attend session today. I blew up. I told her how I was waiting and so on. I was more myself. She said to me that it's not like of me to behave that way. So the real me is coming out and I'm voicing myself. She took it as if I was projecting and having a transference issue. I'm like what?????? Well she took it personally and don't understand me and that eventually led to a break .

So I thought being me and and voicing myself was a positive thing. It takes me out of that rehearsed role or where I feel the need to say the right things and hide other things. Somehow that backfired. Then I told her after that session how I would think that she would take that as a good thing because it means that I'm opening up but no that she didn't see it that way either. Hmmm I still wonder.