When I was 15 I came out of a very bad depression into being manic thinking I could save the world by bringing everyone to Jesus. My mission was to convert as many people as possible and I was always passing out flyers and brochures with the plan of salvation on them. Everyone just thought I was the Jesus freak girl but little did they know I had bigger plans and ideas. I was fine for a little after this episode but then depression came back and then the manic episode after this one I became very anti religion and tried putting everyone off of God. I believed that churches were bad and they were out to get me so I had to make everyone against them.