Im sorry you feel this way, but Im with you.

I wake up with a horrific attitude and end up needing a few hours to get going and work three or so hours before crawling back to bed starting it all over with a long 6 hour nap and than trying to do three more hours of work.

So basically sleep 16 hours, work 6 and stare a few hours, in utter misery.

While Im working, I utter FMLs almost every few minutes as what I do is brainless.

But if I was healthy I would just knock off 6 - 8 hours straight and have more normal schedule.

Pretty much the most negative Ive ever gotten for such a long period of time, but manias have destroyed me and trying to stay out of them by being sober from my vices, Ill tell u sobriety is horrific for a bipolar as if the void is not filled positively there is hell to pay in the depression like I am.