So...

I can refuse to tell you. I'll feel guilty because I'm obviously not doing "real" therapy and therefore wasting insurance money... and your time. Time you could spend help someone else

I can tell you... I'll tell you that it probably was PT that triggered it... but not PT itself. Just the fact that people used to say that I'm having a hard time with physical contact... which got me attention. Which is why I'm having a hard time with it now (because I want attention and I want there to be something wrong with me) and not for the more obvious reason.

And that's the reason I'll probably spend an eternity in therapy, lol.

And yeah, I can dee that look of utter confusion on your face right before my eyes...