Thanks all

I'm good. Yeah, when I was last here things were going downhill, lots of setbacks at once and my T was pushing me away. I ended up getting very sick and was hospitalized for a short bit due to a low heart rate and unstoppable nausea. But, on the bright side, something happened to me and now I am free of a lot of the issues I had. Not completely, but I'm different... in a good way. Feel much better about being alone.