Recently i got to know a new person online. i immediately felt able to be honest and i completely opened up, probably as i have never done before. but thinking more about it all, i can feel she doesnt trust me as much as i immediately trusted her and this makes me wonder "if she doesnt trust me, why should i trust her?" and this opened up a huge HUGE fear of what might happen. i see not much can actually happen, but im used to living safe in my isolated world and this is very scary for me. i have no reason to push her away, but i feel the urge to do so. maybe this is just my reaction to opening up, but still....

PLEASE, someone tell me this is gonna be ok and i dont need to push her away for no reason except my fears... please, i need to calm down...