Mornings are usually my worst time of the day. Even when fairly stable mornings are horrible. I wake up sick and hurting and always wondering how I'm going to make it through life with this lemon of a body I got stuck with. Today is so terrible, I hurt everywhere, my stomach is killing me. I feel like I'm going to die and I just want to get it over with if that's the case. I'm shaking from pain. How will I make it through potentially 50 + more years of this? These psych meds are killing me....they make my pain so much worse. I got an IUD implanted a few weeks ago, they think I have endometriosis and the IUD should help my pain......it's made everything worse. I can't catch a break. I have so much I need to do before taking my son on a long trip to his treatment facility tomorrow and I just pray I'm able to get it done. I will never make it through this painful life If I lose my son. that pretty much sums up my thoughts from this morning and most mornings. Screw mornings! My dad wakes up reving to go everyday.....only needs a few hours of sleep and has tons of energy. I could have easily gotten through medical school had I had his genes in that regard.