Well, I have a lot of muscle and joint pain in my back and neck. It is tolerable now, but I'm afraid it will never get better and that I will live the rest of my life in pain. I am only 59, so I could easily live in pain for the next 30 years. I also am afraid that my life is generally going to go downhill from here and that it will never be as good as it is now. You could say that I haven't made my peace with aging, and I am afraid of what growing old will bring. Oh, and I should add that I am constantly afraid that something bad will happen to my grandchildren. I feel more responsible for having them here on this earth than I do my own children, and it is always on my mind.