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at the same time i'm waiting for the college of my dreams to finally send me their letter...to finally confirm my strong beliefs that I didn't get in. I'm sure it will say "we're sorry, you just weren't smart enough. if only you were better, smarter, we might have considered you. but alas you are not. sucks for you. you are pathetic." Within the next two or three days I should be receiving that notice. wonder how I'll react to that..hmm...god i dunno.

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How you doing, girl? You realizing that all this crap you give yourself isn't true? You have bona fide info that you're NOT pathetic. You working on quitting playing with your health? You're worth more than any school can know and if they can know, you should too!