You guys have been making valid points; so much so that I have been questioning my negative opinions towards college and actually considering sticking it out.

I still don't know exactly what I want to do yet. I have many paths that I might want to take but nothing clear cut. I am trying to endure, but I can't help to think that I might lack the resilience to spend 4 full years on college and deal with all of the rules and structure on top of having to survive and deal with my mental health.

Still though, I will try my best. I will at the very least earn my Associates Degree. I will likely be able to score two Associates Degrees because the trade school that I went to several years ago for working in the IT field has a deal with the college that I attend where one can count the work they do at the trade school towards an Associates Degree which means that if I complete the two year program, I will have two Associates Degrees instead of just one which should mean something at least.

Once I get to that point, I will likely have a better idea of what I want out of life. If I do go for a 4 year degree though, I am NOT getting one in the state that I currently live in. I am transferring my credits and leaving.