I want to fork the beach and enjoy masked. I want to walk boardwalk with friends and hopefully interested lady and win her a prize. Want to eat s lobster and maybe gamble little.e. I hate not being able to do this. That the answer is ok you are fighting g hard but it'll be worth if for next year. It is. Extyear. Almost out of my debt and still can't enjoy life. What the **** is the point. Work work work work. No life whatsoever when done wor, No friends to meet no fa,ily to greet nothing. Occasionally visit my mom. But besides that it's my bed I always retreat to. My iPad being my only friend. Then iome Facebook and see everyone having fun some n vac some day trip. Beaches , casinos zip lines fun memories being created. What do I have? Tears and venti f. Frustration breaking down. I want to experience so,e of this. I want to have fun. I want to live life. I don't want to go to my bed alone and cry cry cry. I'm tired of. Being sorry for myse,d. I want to ,wet peop,e have fun and take some pictures. I want to see me having fun. All I'm doing is crying.