oh fuzzybear, what a lovely name, beautiful, I'm new to PC, but by the responses given you are well liked and loved here, I'm guessing that obviously someone very close to you has done or said something very mean, anyway, whatever has triggered these feelings, please don't let them take you down. Take heart dear fuzzybear, I just love your name, your name alone as done me wonders today, I'm a huge animal lover........hugs to you fuzzybear....