hmmm..I hope you did not take what i said as
god is just like satan...I said mainy times maybe not in this thread that satan has no control..and has to ask gods permission in the bible to act...and god makes it clear in the bible he does make peace and create calamity

I have had the thought many times that god was just our consciousness
good and bad, if he creates and controls both ...but have never set any of my beliefs in stone
and my mind seems to change daily