Bizi, I don't think I have anyone blocked. I'm not sure how to check that? Maybe send me a friend request if you want to? I'm here to support you.

You have a lot on your plate. Too much. I think cutting back on the alcohol is important. If you can not make it a daily habit...I think it will help a lot. I don't know if that is your situation...I'm just speaking from my own experience. I self-medicated with alcohol in the past.