I'm a 8-9 off medication, but a 1-2 on meds. Have been taking them for 2 years. Memories fading. Starting to wonder if it all was even that bad. Or if it all even existed.
But then I have days when the memories flood, and I'm just so terrified of losing control again.
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Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes it is the quiet voice, at the end of the day, whispering I will try again tomorrow.
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