(((((((((((((Katheryn))))))))))))
You can't be expected to keep everyone happy at once ... no one can. All you can do is your best, and sometimes our "best" is better than other times .. but a person can only do so much. You have every right to feel the way you do.
The holidays are an added stressor for everyone... see if you can't take some time for yourself, even if it's just 5 minutes or a half hour ... you need some time to re-group and try and gather yourself before you can really worry about anyone else.
Hugs
Jacq