I honestly don't know. The only emotions that I feel strongly are anger, hatred, and sadness.

Anger makes me feel power. I feel strong, yet voatile. I feel enhanced aggression and increased confidence. I find this feeling addicting. yet destructive if I don't control it properly.

When I feel sadness, it is perhaps the worst feeling of them all and the one feeling which I never had to feel again. There is nothing more dehumanizing than feeling so utterly powerless and hopeless that it's a struggle to get out of bed. When I start to feel like this, I force myself to feel as angry as possible.

Hatred as well feels good, but only in the short term. It feels good hating all of the abusers, authority figures who make the world difficult for the rest of us, and corruption out there. It feels good to fantasize about killing them all slowly and as painfully as possible. Doing so can corrupt you as well though.

These are the only emotions that I really understand. I might have felt happiness a few times in my life at the very most and most of the time I'm numb. Sorry if I can't be any further help.