People are pushing your buttons to see if you use/drink...cause THEY did?

I can't believe a certain person in my life is so jeckle and Hyde..and its not even a "bipolar" thing..I'm the one in this particular relationship that has bipolar.

He very overly interested and makes me feel like a queen one second..and the other percentage of the time lately...he is not stopping texting when I tell him to stop...acting paranoid...jealous...saying things he knows I do not like about my son...just everything and anything that pisses me off...and I really feel like...either CONSCIOUSLY or subconsciously he is trying to push me to a drink because for the last 2 months he has been screwing up...with coke...and misery wants company.

But, if you love someone than why would you do that to a person?

OMG..I'm going to scream....I just want to send additional very mean texts to him right now and its making me furious...which is why I came on Psyche to distract myself!