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Originally Posted by smileygal
One of the differences between this relationship and others is that often other attachments fizzle out in their own time or else you are not aware of their impending end until they happen so don't not spend so much time ruminating in that thought. For me, it is the knowledge that it will end once payment stops that is hard to take.
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I'm with ya here, this is why I fought so hard to not become attached. Now I regret that I went in some ways because I know I can not deal with this, we have talked about it but he doesn't seem to get how bad this is for me, the fear is seriously strong and real. It makes me wanna not go anymore and pull away already. I will NOT handle it well, whenever it happens. That I know for sure.