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Originally Posted by DodgersMom
I'm with ya here, this is why I fought so hard to not become attached. Now I regret that I went in some ways because I know I can not deal with this, we have talked about it but he doesn't seem to get how bad this is for me, the fear is seriously strong and real. It makes me wanna not go anymore and pull away already. I will NOT handle it well, whenever it happens. That I know for sure.
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We are in the same boat, I convinced myself that I wouldn't allow myself to become attached, and remind myself that this is a professional relationship, and would be completely one sided. Although what can I say, over time the attachment has grown, and so have my fears of being abandoned! I have also talked to her about it, and I think she doesn't quite get the severity of the attachment, but then I also held back a lot with that.
The end scares me :-(