So, OK were do i start...... 6 weeks ago my girlfriend of 8 months,I found out was cheating on me with every guy that she came into contact with through the whole relationship. Anyway to get to the point i feel into depression pretty hard kept feeling like i had done something to make her do so which would make me feel worse and well it's snowball effect kinda but now that i don't feel like i am depressed i have had like 6 hours of sleep in 4 days i don't feel tiard i can't lay down close my eyes and sleep i feel like i have to get up and do something and it is like 4am here right now and i have been up for days now i try buying some sleeping pills but they didn't work at all i lose focus a lot as i am reading or writing some times i just feel like i am having a panic attack and i get this shaky feeling that doesn't go away for several minutes I used to weigh like 280 i am now this very moment 210 and 280 is what is on my drivers license which was issued in June and this is coming to my other problem eating i feel like i used to eat nothing but junk food cause i am only 21 still a kid but an adult technically but now i feel hungry for like maybe a second and it goes away so i go look for food maybe just to eat something for the hell of it and i feel my self wanting to in my mind eat but i don't feel hungry at all like i just tell my self this is what time it is i am going to eat. Also another thing about focus i was driving the other day and it felt like i could not no matter how i tryed keep looking at the rode i was staring off into dreamland while behind the wheel kinda freaked me out haven't really drove anywere after that but before all this started happening i slept and ate normally i was actually fat and happy now i can't keep the weight on and i feel like am miserable whats the deal. anybody ?

BTW sorry if i jumped around a lot it's another one of the focus problems i am having