first of all thank you for replying so quickly that was fast.

i am not sad or depressed anymore about my girlfriend i just came to terms with the fact that some people cannot be monogamous. as for my physical state i am wasting away( I wrestled in high school i am no stranger to loosing lots of weight in little amount of times but this is getting ridiculous) My focus is the most notible thing to me because i tryed to get online and play a game like i always do and i just didn't have the attention span to sit at the computer for more than a couple mins which is not normal for me emotionally i feel fine better now than i have in a while but i still feel like there is somthing really wrong and i haven't went to the doctor because i don't have insurance quite yet because of my situation with my ex and i lost it basically so i have no med right now