i just dont want to be labeled like that because im not spending money...

i dont make money or have income so i get stuff from friends we do together

people like me i guess so they hook me up... not all the time though obviously

im currently taking
gabapentin, effexor, topamax.... im hoping to get back on the abilify next week because i dont want to try any new antipsychotics... just want to get back on the abilify...

i've just been told so many bad things about my drug use that i get defensive about it... because most of the time people dont understand and they just assume they know me and what im doing, i guess

my mind is racing though and i can't stop the obsessive thoughts