I'm in such emotional pain right now that it's making me extremely suicidal. I'm trying to hold on because I don't want to hurt my brother but I keep getting to points multiple times a day where I feel like I can't take any more and I have to kill myself. All I'm advised to do is talk to people and to distract myself but neither of these things are helping me although they used to. I just can't cope with being in emotional pain any more, it is excruciating. I have no idea what to do to get through this. Any suggestions and support would be much appreciated.