Thank you everyone. I feel much better knowing that I'm not the only one unable to take care of my child becuase of this stupid illness. I'm slowly starting to take care of her again. I've picked her up from pre-school everyday this week. We've been spending quality time together. I've been taking her out to the mall, movies, lunch, play ground. We've been playing Barbies and painting ordiments.
I know these sound like normal things that parents do with their kids, but I've been so far gone for so long. I haven't been able to. My Mom has done all this. I'm so happy that I'm able to cope enough to do this stuff with her.
Sandra