I'm supposed to be seeing my psychiatrist on Friday, I've only met him twice so don't feel able to talk to him before then. My CPN is on holiday and my psychologist doesn't really want me to contact him in between sessions. I'd have to get permission from my psychiatrist to go into hospital and I don't know if he'd agree. If he did he wouldn't let me stay in for a good period of time, only a couple of days, and I don't think that would be enough.