I'm sorry things are bad right now. Bipolar changed everything for me, just about.

Please don't give up. Also, there are meds out there that aren't weight gainers. I told my pdoc no daytime sedation and no weight gain. We were able to do that. I'm actually underweight now.

Things will change, I promise. They have to because that is how bipolar works.

It's ok to depend on people. My partner and I both have bipolar 1. We love each other and support each other. I do not think ANY less of him because he has bipolar.

I wish I could help you feel better. It will get better, ok?

Feel free to PM me for support. Or my meds (non-gainers).

This will pass, it has to. xo