No meds yet, not been referred yet, i just wanted to have xmas and think about it! the only reason i went to the doc is because i have just become unemployed again!!! i know i need some help!!!! I have coped quite well, you are right about that, i have always kept the attitude, accept me the way i am or stay away!! :O) but the older i get the harder it gets to find employment, and i would like to go back to school, but can't keep it all together, i have dropped out of that many courses i have lost count...lol i spend a lot of time, in a state of confusion, or zoned out :O)