I understand you want your independence, all you have to do is change the way you think and i know it will take time for it.

AS you think you shall become.

its like a flower that you nourish it will take time to grow and how you nourish it thats the the way it will grow.

Also go on youtube look for vikpatelmotivation (all in one word)

and look for the video titled Bad relationship asylum. I hope that this will help you