My original post where I first mentioned abandoning reason for madness was a discourse brought about partly from remembering an event that happened several years ago that resulted in my fall into a mixed episode.

Later commented about my job search as it is a more recent event. But, yeah I am looking for a job. I'm currently unemployed. I have experience with admin duties and bookkeeping(on-the-job training and just figuring things out on my own -- I don't have certifications or anything like that). Responsibilities? I know I don't want to deal with talking with customers or clients or making presentations.