When coming out of my most common delusion (that I can heal any sickness in my body with my mind), there is a period of cross over confusion and disappointment. First it's disappointment that I can no longer summon it, then confusion about whether I ever really could and finally realization that it was a fantasy. It's a really depressing delusion; every time I have it and them come out of it I have to realize and accept my mortality again. It doesn't happen all that often the last few years. Probably only 3 times in the last 5 years.
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|Up and down
|And in the end it's only round and round
|Pink Floyd - Us and Them
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|bipolar II, substance use disorder, ADD
|lamictal, straterra
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