There's nothing in particular going on right now. I've been in and out of hospital for my mental health problems a lot recently and have only managed to get to about 2 months out of hospital before I end up in again and it's nearly been 2 months since my last discharge so maybe that's why things are getting hard. I find I need respite and a lot of support to deal with my emotions. I live on my own and find it hard to make phone calls so I am often not able to talk to anyone.