I find myself turning 35 next month and what to show for it? A lot of time very ill, feeling nothing, saying nothing, and most of all, not even leaving an imprint on the world. Granted, I'm doing better now, than I was age 19-27 or age 29-33, yet I sooooo want those lost years back, like I was robbed. I was told this is a GRIEVING process much like losing a loved one, I lost years from my OWN life.....