Ms. Lizette I hope you're doing better now. I know how bad it gets with this killer disease. This is no joke. I've lived with anorexia for 30 years. In the beginning it wasn't so bad. As I've progressed thru the years I've become extremely good at losing weight. Right now I'm very thin and my brain has been adversely effected. My depression is roaring now. The anorexia is beyond killing me. I have no ability to stop this. None, and I've been thru treatment several times all for nothing. I just don't want to lose this ability to lose weight. Obviously I'm my own worst enemy.

I was so sorry when I read your post. I want to be able to help you but I know I can't.
If I can't help myself I can't help anyone. You know yourself very well and I think that will help you to recover. I'd love to see someone recover from this mess. It'd be such an inspiration!