I struggle with this too. I have lots of fun memories of drinking 20 years ago. The last 15 years, not so much. So when I start romanticizing the drink, I force myself to think about my last relapse where I was so sick I puked all over myself, and my bed. nothing fun about that.
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"I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn.
"If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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