Please don't destroy this for me
Please don't take S away from me
I can't bear it
I can't
I told him that I wasn't badmouthing him to people, to you
I want my friendship with him to eventually work
I can't bear him hating me
I can't bear him tearing me apart to a board or to anyone
I can't bear to have this person who I love so f***ing much who knows every part of me and still loves me anyways now HATE me
I can't bear to hear him say things that will destroy me, and it would destroy me, he could destroy me
Please don't take him away from me