well... you see, im not really having a problem with drinking now...

i dont need it... or want it... i can have one or a sip and stop...

i think some how it was substituted for a variety of drugs...

now instead of alcohol its different drugs that come at me...

know what i mean? before the drugs didnt bother me so bad, i could use them occasionally, very seldomly or whatever, and be fine, but it switched...