It doesn't matter what the substance is, if it's causing you to suffer and not get better, you deserve to get clean. You are worth all the work it takes to get there. You won't be able to work out your psych problems with those kinda drugs in your brain. I'm not trying to preach recovery, I'm just saying I get it now why people say that. You can't help yourself when you can't think right.

How is your social system? Do you have a lot of drugs going on around you, like with your friends and stuff?