I managed to get out for a brief escorted walk today. It was reported back to the nurse in charge that I "ran off." I didn't, just walked quicker than whoever escorted me...if I had ran off I wouldn't have got back to the ward! But I got out, that's the main thing. Have been told I'll be allowed out again tomorrow morning, just hope they will stick to this!

I had a brief chat with a psychologist who decided she wasn't sure what to do so is going to get someone else to see me tomorrow. Maybe this person will have more of an idea, or maybe I'm a lost cause..

I also saw the consultant today, no mention of discharge, but something she said suggested I won't be going home this week.

And my room is ant free at last which is a relief!

Moodwise I'm not good, and really nothing has changed since I've been here. I feel like I've just lost the will to even try anymore, it all seems pointless.