I feel like I have no feelings...and it's hard when my mom is trying to push me to set goals and help plan my future when I just can't think of that right now..
Yeah, in a year I'm going to be finished high school and I'm gonna lose all my friends since they are going to university and I'm not..
I just don't like thinking of the future even when it's slowly getting closer and closer...but I can't feel anything..and it sucks...
And I feel like I'm wasting my life...yay...
Just venting...
Honestly just want to go away and not have to deal with anything...oh how I wish I was kid again...