Thanks "Candc" , I really hope that someday I can enjoy life , but I don`t know how anymore. It seems the longer the time is the more pain there is. I guess I have a wound that even time will not heal.

Thanks for thinking of me. and thanks to all who read and cared or just even a passing thought , right now I need all the help I can get.

Take care guy`s , I`ll be here tomorrow , have a good evening.

Later

KP 